I ran a 13:30 two mile.
Time to sleep now.
A deadline was given,
but we both know the only line you never crossed
was the one in which you were afraid of the outcome.
Left with only the loose ends from the ties you cut,
lets go ahead and tie the knot.
Baby, you and I both know where this is going to end,
so why not start now?
You came to me,
born on the breath oh hope, when I was so hopeless.
My saving grace. But now I’m the one saving you.
I want you to look me in the eye and tell me this is what you wanted.
I won’t settle for a faulty lie.
I want to look your mother square in the face,
see the rage in her eyes.
She doesn’t want to see her daughter
with another woman.
But I will swallow my pride,
and show her I am not scared.
I will tell her that you are still getting that white picket fence,
with the four children, and plenty of room to run around.
And would you look at this view.
Nothing more beautiful in the world than you.
I don’t mind that your parents may not show up to the wedding,
or that they probably won’t accept me as family.
But darling, its just you and me.
That’s the only family I ever needed.
I don’t mind if you break my hand in the process of having children.
The doctor is right there anyways.
We may not start with the white picket fence,
but I can promise you that once you put on that white dress
all of your dreams will come true.
At times we are going to struggle, but bear with me.
One day we’ll have that cabin, or little house by the sea.
I don’t mind that it isn’t always going to be perfect,
but it is going to be ours.
I am sinking in your misery.
Drowning in your ocean is most relieving.
Suffocate me, till my lungs stop breathing.
The ONLY mens ring that I have found thus far,
that perfectly matches the womans ring
is out of stock in only my size.
Is probably something I shouldn’t have open when I sit by the door that my commander and first sergant just walked in to.
I know you will see this soon. Call me tomorrow sometime, My Time please. I don’t work so we can actually talk.
Holy shit, where do I begin? I miss you like crazy. My schedule in insaine. And I have been pretty stressed lately. Dont think that I have forgotten about you. I think about you daily. There are so many questions I have for you, and such little time. Skype date soon? Actually, fuck Skype. Download Oovoo. It works better.
P.S. I recently invested in a space heater. Korean winter is gnarly. I, for obvious reasons, named the space heater Dennison. My room mate calls it Dennison… She doesn’t have a clue.
Bursting colors in the dark of night.
Spitting flames left and right.
Fleet of foot, with wit for days.
Filling my head with a summers haze.
Shooting into the air, burning bright.
Filling my eyes with a beautiful light.
Words like fire that my mind replays.
Sparks so intense, set my veins ablaze.